♠ New Place

Fully moved into a new place today.

Been hectic shifting my stuff; consisting of 3 bags at most, and my sister's stuff; 9 bags in all. *crossed-eyed.

Long story cut short; she's been in singapore for 2 years, so understandable.

While cleaning her shite, we removed a bag's worth of old clothes to be donated.

And I discovered one of my dresses lended to her, got a hole in it.

And I've yet to wear that beautiful grey sweater dress. *darn..

Now, I'm a little pissed. But what the hell, it's merely a dress.

I need to find some nice white or black lace to cover that hole, cos I still love that dress. *sigh..

Now I'm writing this blog from the previous room, as I get ready for my roomate to come back and shift out her stuff, and watching some movies along the way as the new place has no connection at the moment.

Will have to apply internet line; part to keep the sis from complaining all the time bout no lines and having bouts of ADD and from walking the streets middle of the night, and partly cos, I need to satisfy my craving for movies.

Watched Supernatural, Grey's Anatomy, Silk (ghost), Painted Skin and others.

Love Silk, the horror story bout a child's love for the parent. Scary as hell, but loved the message behind it.

Hate Painted Skin, cos it's a sucky love story between demons and humans, bout sacrificing for love yadda yadda bla bla..the demon's special effect's crap, the love story's crap, the human resurrecting after the demons' demolished is crap..the only uncrappy part bout it is Donnie Yen's martial performance and some understated humour and the face of Chen Kun.

They said Chen Kun is the next Leslie Cheung, I hope not. Cos I'd want him to be straight and alive for a freaking long time.

There's too many actors suffering from accidental deaths, real bad, cos some of em have good potentials to become the next revolutionary Johnny Depp. Weird movies are too few and far apart.

OK, logging off now. Till next time.

♠ Most Loved

My favourite animes and cartoons of this year..

Wall-e - Most adorable and heartwarming tale..

Mib the Series - Most mindnumbing but believable alien stories..

Mushishi - Weirdest explanation on bug spirits but leaves provocating thoughts..

Avatar, The Last Air Bender - Best stories on the four elements of nature, but the suckiest posters ever for a cartoon..

Avatar and all elements merging harmoniously..

Bleach - Best anime on becoming stronger to protect friends and families..

Bleach, The Diamond Dust Rebellion - Best anime movie for 2008, cos I've waited so long..

Naruto - Best anime on never giving up and supports from people around..

Naruto Shipudden - Continuous journey and still havent given up.

♠ Action Heroes

My favourites for this year has got to be the listed below..

Most stylish action hero..

Most dilemmatic and misunderstood heroes and villains..

Most sensitive muscle guy, who needs a lot of work in the fashion department..

Best posters has got to be awknowledged for the best portrayed (but short lived) villain of the year..

RIP.

♠ Chick Flicks

My favourite chick flicks of the year has got to be these below..

For the adventurous and easily aroused..

When opposites attracts..

Last but not least..for the cynically romantics..

♠ Shoe-natic

I'm so in love with shoes..
Gotta get me new shoes..

♠ Shades

Listening to Oliver James's Ride of your life.

The music roared as I pumped the volume up, the heat dazed me a little.

Just finished burning some Bleach animes into some empty cds. But my external harddrive's still nearing it's limit.

Switched through some korean horror online, Made of Honor and listening to songs.

Browsing through some images, thinking back some old memories or dreams that put smiles on my face.

Received an sms from a friend saying that another galpal gave birth to a baby boy on 11th this month. Felt happy for her, sms back asking bout the name.

Left the laptop on besides the blowing fan as I went for bath and cleared up some unused stuff so I could bring to a new place tomorrow, cos I'm moving to a place nearer to my sis.

Will be meeting her up at 10am, then go to the place and try to move things around a little.

Will officially move out end of this month, 27th to be exact. My roomate's got a place nearer to her working place.

Deep sigh..

♠ Hi there..

For my family members and friends who are reading this..

Hi..it's been sometime..

♠ Haze

Consuming thirst..
Blinding lights..
White noise..
Loud chatters..
Deep silence..
Endless space..
Small self.

♠ Dreams

Lately, I've been daydreaming bout nothing but brilliant summer dresses and bright shoes.

Satin and sash, flimsy and flowy, wispy and sweet.

At nite, I could dream bout nothing but toilets and bathrooms, not pooping, but walking or accompanying ppl into one or being in one.

Last nite, I dreamt bout being at home, except the living room of the house was large with many white clothed tables which confused me at first only to realise it was for the customers who came for my dad's cooking.

Then I accompanied a guy, who was years younger than I am whom I showed him the toilet.

It was not a small toilet, mind you, it was large and clean, with white cubicles. It seemed like those kind of toilets which were well maintained; used but clean.

And that's the best dream that I've had in a long time. Not cos of the young lad, more cos the toilet is clean.

Weird, but I used to have dreams bout me plucking out bloody teeth from my mouth with my bare hands in the toilet with many mirrors. And no matter how many teeth I've plucked out, I seemed to be able to pluck more. There's no pain, just a realisation that there's more bad teeth to be plucked out.

After that I couldnt stop dreaming bout dirty toilets plus bathrooms. I was near a hostel's bathroom cum toilet, and I was trying to use one. But no matter how I looked, none looked clean enough, even the bathrooms. And I saw there's some students still coming in and out of the toilets.

It was unexplainable, even if I looked up the dream dictionary also there's no explanation for this, for my dreams of toilets and teeth.

Usually my sleeps are dreamless, ppl said one is supposedly to be more rested, but I feel like I merely took a nap and then went back to work.

For a week, I'd repeat the cycle and then become sleeping beast during the weekend; too pooped to care bout my social life.

There are times when I stand watching the quiet folks in the mrt, and I'd feel contented as my mind runs free.

I'd never trade anything for this simple moments of silent pleasure..just me..and my simple thoughts.

♠ Daily Thoughts

Still sitting in front of my desk, watching drama and feeling the cold from the rain, while chatted with old friends from schools in a land far away.

Having a few random thoughts;

Bout how I looked better covered up than naked..

Bout how routine and boring my life is..

Bout where I'd like to reside next..

Bout going to the local cuisine fair or visit an ex colleague this weekend..

Bout my birthday celebrations next year and the year after that..

Bout my friend's hen's nite and the goodies I want to bring but dilemma cos she'll be staying with family members and we couldnt play too loud or too naughty..

Bout the dress I want to wear for her wedding lunch, which I havent bought yet as there's still months left..

Bout celebrating christmas in singapore..

Bout going on my annual trip since I'm not confirm yet..

Bout my sister coming back from australia and going out for dinner with my roomate next weekend for mooncake celeb..

Bout buying mooncakes for my colleagues and aunt in jb.

Yes, it's that many thoughts invading my mind now.

"The mind is a speeding bullet..with no handbreaks.." - ngy