Lately, I've been daydreaming bout nothing but brilliant summer dresses and bright shoes.
Satin and sash, flimsy and flowy, wispy and sweet.
At nite, I could dream bout nothing but toilets and bathrooms, not pooping, but walking or accompanying ppl into one or being in one.
Last nite, I dreamt bout being at home, except the living room of the house was large with many white clothed tables which confused me at first only to realise it was for the customers who came for my dad's cooking.
Then I accompanied a guy, who was years younger than I am whom I showed him the toilet.
It was not a small toilet, mind you, it was large and clean, with white cubicles. It seemed like those kind of toilets which were well maintained; used but clean.
And that's the best dream that I've had in a long time. Not cos of the young lad, more cos the toilet is clean.
Weird, but I used to have dreams bout me plucking out bloody teeth from my mouth with my bare hands in the toilet with many mirrors. And no matter how many teeth I've plucked out, I seemed to be able to pluck more. There's no pain, just a realisation that there's more bad teeth to be plucked out.
After that I couldnt stop dreaming bout dirty toilets plus bathrooms. I was near a hostel's bathroom cum toilet, and I was trying to use one. But no matter how I looked, none looked clean enough, even the bathrooms. And I saw there's some students still coming in and out of the toilets.
It was unexplainable, even if I looked up the dream dictionary also there's no explanation for this, for my dreams of toilets and teeth.
Usually my sleeps are dreamless, ppl said one is supposedly to be more rested, but I feel like I merely took a nap and then went back to work.
For a week, I'd repeat the cycle and then become sleeping beast during the weekend; too pooped to care bout my social life.
There are times when I stand watching the quiet folks in the mrt, and I'd feel contented as my mind runs free.
I'd never trade anything for this simple moments of silent pleasure..just me..and my simple thoughts.
