This rythmn of strength that..grows stronger day by day,
Stop..before it's too late." - ngy
Everybody's bound to have a bout of obsession once a while in their lives.
I've had my share of obsessive compulsion. It was a tough time for my body to get used to the pace in my mind as I'd drink everything up depending on my obsession of the week.
I guess I stressed myself out, but it was such a bitter sweet memory that I'd do it all over again.
Now, I've matured. Whenever I felt a pang of the old obsession in the beat of my heart, I'd stop a while, and pull myself out.
Take a deep breath, and start counting the days.
It was a very self-aware fasting, cos too much of a good thing..can be bad.
Imagine going thru 24 hrs a day, self-consciously holding one back.
"Keep calm, keep walking..keep breathing."
Control is a mundane thing, but obsession can destroy one's soul a little at a time.
I'm now learning to take obsession in small doses..sometimes it overwhelms and take over..but I will get there.
One day.
