♠ Frequency

Am watching that movie now.

Bout a boy, growing up without a father into a depress frustrated drinking man.

One day, he dragged an old radio out of his father's box and one raining night, somebody contacted him thru the radio.

It was his father who died in a fire long ago.

So the son, told his dad to go the other way during an important event that's gonna happen the next day.

And his dad took his advice, and didnt die.

Then every bad steps the son did, re-written by itself.

And the story become from regrets to memories.

The story also reminds me that a good man can be destroyed by shame, regrets, booze and depression.

I dont have much regrets in my life, therefore whenever I think "What if life suddenly turned back time and gave me a second chance?"

Would I have done anything differently?

So far, I havent thought bout anything cos I did what was best during that time with whatever resources I have. My mum tought me that.

Who I am, my mum taught me all that. I dont have much memories of my dad.

My mum and dad used to fight a lot during when I was young. Mostly it's verbal.

I wrote them a letter, hoping they would quit fighting.

For a while it did. I cant remember how long, but I dont think it was long enough.

I wish I can do something differently bout that. If I can give up ten yrs of my life just so my mum and dad would live happily and harmoniously for the rest of their lives together, then consider it done.

I'd rather live a short and happy life than a long and miserable one.

Life is so short to waste on pride, who's right and fightings.

Anyway, just ramblings. Nothing changes anyway.