I've been thinking lately of giving up an old hobby cos I never seem to have time for it, making too much excuses for it and it's getting harder to get into the mode.
I wonder how does one give up, cos I've never done that before.
Even if I do not do something well, practice always makes perfect. And I always do my best with my capabilities during that time, with whatever knowledge I've got.
Perhaps instead of giving up, I should say, lowering my expectations towards my capability.
Instead of sewing that vision into something I can see and hold, I should sew something secondary to what is in my mind, at least I've done half of what I wanted to do.
Mediocre; I've never done that before. It's always been do or dont mentality.
That's why in comparison, letting go or giving up on that dream is easier than living life half-heartedly.
I'm still learning how to give up.
When I Am Old, I
4 years ago