♠ Expensive Lesson

When we lost something, we suddenly appreciate it more.

When I lost my patience, I started to appreciate when I had it.

It's just imcomprehensible and I'd get annoyed real fast and speak really loudly and stressed out and roll my eyes when I talk with ppl.

Erm, mayb not everyone, just particular ppl who irk me cos comprehensively slower than me.

I just keep on shaking my head and keeps on praying to be nicer to some ppl, but reflex just kicks in.

It's during that bad times that I'd started to think why would somebody stay so long at a place and not catch up. And also not bother to learn faster or change into better or listen, really listen; not just nod and agree and then do differently.

I just realised I can be a very bad co-worker when I feel my teamates are not catching up or carry their weight.

And I really hate to nag..I really do. There's only so much a person can say.

I'll pray harder to be the previously patient person that I was, and try not to discriminate by feelings or personal belief and do not think bout how to change my approach cos it's giving me a headache.

I'll need to be relax, dont put in too much of my emotions into things and dont care.