♠ Pokerface

Was watching episode 20 of Glee, and realises something when Rachel was singing Gaga's Poker Face medley with her biological mum.

That as we reached a certain phase in life, there will no longer be anyone there to give us a pat on the back and said, "Job well done."

Making a lot of things we do, we gotta find inner initiative to do something instead of waiting for an applause or compliments or stuff.

It'll get harder in time, it will open that dam of overflowing frustration over the hardwork from all the poker faces and indifference. And it will take a stab at our inner self esteem hard and fast.

Also, why do I have the feeling that for a person to be known infamously creative, they've got to be at first gay? Why is it that only gay parades would make me feel inspired to take better care of myself and makes me take charge?

I guess cos they're really expressive bout who they are and if they hide who they are, they will dieeeeeee...literally. Per se. Seriously.

I've got to put that mindset into my head; "I will be who I am, if not I will dieeeeee.."

Cos I cant be a gay; it's too expensive.