♠ Goodbye 2010, Welcome 2011

A year is gone. Another is greeting soon.

I wish for everybody to be healthy and happy.

♠ Going, Coming..

To my older self (35),

You've made some difficult decisions this year. I hope that by the time I've reached your phase, it'd have been smoothed out and things would've worked out for the better. I'll pray till then.

I am at a place where I feel confident of myself, but life still throws me curveballs which makes me falter and bruise my knees and elbows and makes me wanna cry, but that's ok. I hope that I'd have mastered some precision by then, if not, it's ok to fall once a while. I'll make sure I'll make many life changing decisions before reaching where you are so that you'll be better equiped with the knowledge of your own decisions and their affects.

I hope that you'd already have your own place with all the things I've collected to make it a home. Perhaps a kid by then, any gender is fine, as long as they are healthy and happy and lucky. I'll make sure I'll prepare for that environment in advance.

I really dont have a lot of expectations as of now, just for you to be happy and healthy and loved. That's all my prayer for you. Be happy.

"Love Thyself; Love Thy family." - ngy

♠ Growth

Requires courage.

Requires risk.

Requires out of comfort zone.

♠ Spaceless

As I contemplate the places I've lived, and the space and things I've accumulated, and the feelings which I've attached to a space.

I just realised; I have none.

To pay for a space, thinking it'd be permanently mine, only to realise; it's not.

I guess this only means one thing; I need my own space.