You've made some difficult decisions this year. I hope that by the time I've reached your phase, it'd have been smoothed out and things would've worked out for the better. I'll pray till then.
I am at a place where I feel confident of myself, but life still throws me curveballs which makes me falter and bruise my knees and elbows and makes me wanna cry, but that's ok. I hope that I'd have mastered some precision by then, if not, it's ok to fall once a while. I'll make sure I'll make many life changing decisions before reaching where you are so that you'll be better equiped with the knowledge of your own decisions and their affects.
I hope that you'd already have your own place with all the things I've collected to make it a home. Perhaps a kid by then, any gender is fine, as long as they are healthy and happy and lucky. I'll make sure I'll prepare for that environment in advance.
I really dont have a lot of expectations as of now, just for you to be happy and healthy and loved. That's all my prayer for you. Be happy.