♠ Contradictions

Contradictions, dilemmas, worries..
All those quirky things that makes a woman.

Soft curves, sharp tongue, fierce loyalty..
Just a few words to describe the species.

Soft love, rough love, neutral love..
Everything woman, women can offer.

It does question if one is enough,
Or more is better.

Cos everywhere; a fascination..
There's nary a woman who's alike.

Do I blame men for being confused?
Right now; this moment, I understand.

What makes woman, women; beautiful.

♠ Fitting into a peg

Found myself wondering..
If I'd put myself into a peg..

What kind of peg would I choose..
To fit myself into.

Round, square, oval, rectangular..
Hmm..

Lately been realising..
I like cushion cut a lot.

Pegs; how thy fare..
Fitting in.

Do I even want to fit in?
Hmm..

♠ Seek

I'm currently seeking calm.

Like those one lone black stone surfacing the water as water rippled around it; that kind of calm.

Anyway, read from some interview that this guy if given a chance between fame and quiet life, which would he choose.

He chose quiet life. If given a chance to live life again; he'd fish for the rest of his life.

Yet he's in an ambitious industry. Said the most important thing in his life is family.

He should bring me fishing. Coz I'd like to pick his brain apart and understand what's the hoopla fishing's all about.

♠ Epiphany

Had an epiphany; went to buy crayons.


Used up all the crayons available; produced below.
*Blergh.

Then experiment a little bit; came up with below.
*Double-blergh.

Doodle a little; produce below.
*Hmm..

Thought of clover necklace; came up with below.
*Oyvey..

Definitely needs more practice. Realised from all the paintings within the hour is really clean; meaning I still color within the lines. There's no sense of letting it ripped, definitely need to do something bout that.

Read Dale Carnegie's "Make a Good First Impression", chapter on confidence and class.

Why do I read that particular chapter when I already have what it takes? Beats me. :P

There's this story bout 2 guy who went for a marathon; guy A is confident and didnt practice, guy B is apprehensive and prepared for it. When the day arrived, A ran over all the older ppl and ladies. B took his time and motivated himself to do better coz he didnt think he can finish. When B finished, he tot A already did hours ago, in actuality, A gave up when nearing finish line due to boredom and lose of interest. Ending; A will never join marathon again, B will join again for the sake of getting better.

Moral of story; sometimes ppl overestimate their own capabilities. Personally, the story havent rubbed off on me yet, still contemplating the bigger meaning of it.

"Epiphany is like coloring; one should color outside the lines once a while." - ngy

♠ An Early Year of Challenges

2011 has proved to be a year of challenges, more so for some countries than most.

Egypt and Libya was under internal turmoils, Japan was hit by trio of natural disasters and hopefully; the past tense in this sentence would prove the last of their challenges for this year while they build for the rest of the year.

If a person told me that 2011 would be a year of armageddon, I wouldnt believe it.

Now looking back, if a person had premonitions of snapshots from what is going now; Libya with civil war, Japan fighting against nuclear issues..last day of humanity would be concluded. But premonitions are what it is; blur snapshots of what might be.

I dont condone violence, so I'm just gonna focus on Japan now.

I see the news every day, especially on Japan with the people fighting back against all these challenges and building their lives back from scratch; it's always going to be hopeful the next second, the next minute, the next day.

I guess what I'm saying is; human spirit endures, and that's the intangible truth which no measuring tapes or science can explain.

Grow stronger, Japan. I support your people's spirit and endurance in fighting off tragedies in this 21 century. Looking forward to seeing you growing better.

♠ A Day Ago

My coll asked me if I played any musical instrument as we passed by the pantry.

I said I wasnt graceful enough.

He mentioned I looked calm enough to be playing an instrument.

Wonder what he means by that.

♠ Jazzy Lazy

In a mood..for lazy love songs.

Had dinner, saw a movie and now lazing on a friday night.

Lovely lovely sinewy whispers of lyrics~