♠ Heavy Heart

Heavy heart;
Unhappily anchored.

Immovable heart;
Grand dilemma.

Dense heart;
Yieldless, paranoid, scared.

Grave heart;
Saturated, painfully weighed.

Throbbing heart;
Circling limbo.

♠ Carried Away

Carried,
Weightless arms;
Invisible bodies,
Endless weight.

Carried,
Airbound;
Cageless,
In motion.

Carried.

♠ Be Fearless

That's what I'm teaching myself.

I'm starting working at a new company this year; it's a small design company, but it has potential.

I guess after working for middle and large companies, I've learnt that the bigger the company is, the more maintenance work is being handed down.

And that doesnt apply during appraisal. Now I realise why many people would be snatching at large projects when they joined the company initially.

I've been questioning myself; why do I want to put myself in this position.

I guess the only answer I can come up with is; I'm fearless.

I guess I'm at a stage where I dont know where my skillset limit is, cos I'm pretty much open to suggestions.

I've joined this company for a couple of months now; I've built a couple of cms for it.

It's fun, it's long hours, it's satisfying.

And I'm working a bunch of young talented designers, whom I'm hoping the arty farty would rub off on me.

I guess, at a certain time of a person's life; one gotta take chances and see where it takes me.

I'm praying for strength and peace, I'm taking the long quiet walk to work and it's rejuvenating; I'm feeling alive at this moment.

Let's see how half a year goes. Here's to the rocket punch generations.

♠ Amazing Years Ahead

2012; another year, this time with a difference.

I'm changing job, making conscious effort to choose the work portfolio properly.

I'm also trusting my instinct and just go for it.

I'm surer and feel more at peace, thus I'm more willing to take some chances.

Here's to more amazing years ahead; To Myself.