♠ New Posting

My sis just got her posting.

5 hour ride from Kuching, almost the distance between KL and Singapore.

I hope she'll learn to be more her own person, gain confidence, be more sociable and make loads of friends.

And learn how to cook.

Instead of becoming the baby at home.

I hope she'll also learn how to respect mum dad more coz being the baby at home is kinda hard work so she tends to forgot it once a while.

I hope she wont go into depression coz Malaysia has different weather than New Zealand and if she does; then she's being a coward.

And if she becomes a coward, I'll buy the first ticket back home and pull her by the ears and drag her to work and babysit her till she learns her lesson. But cowardice doesnt run in the family, so that's just a plan.

I just want to remember today; coz finally all the chicks' out of the coop.

♠ Re-Reading

I often re-read my posts.

Looking back into what my thoughts were that time.

Some things were resolved.

But the memories linked to that post lingers.

Many nights I'd jot down my thoughts and hoping one day when I read back to that day; today..

How will I feel a year down the line, another 6 years down the line, a decade.

I guess I'll always be grateful that once my thoughts are out; I have space for new thoughts.

"Letting go can be the simplest act." - ngy

♠ First Step

Hmm..seems my posts these month are bout firsts.

Anyway, wanna talk bout first step after graduation; getting a job.

No matter how great the family, bf, sugardaddy, sugarmummy, marriage are; build a career.

Dont start the second and most fascinating parts of a life by living for somebody else than oneself.

Build a career, build the confidence, second third guess oneself, have frictions with colleagues friends neighbor family and grow from it and build even better relationships with it.

Otherwise; you are left with nothing to relate to.

Work at being oneself; I dont think we are born knowing who we are, and that's ok.

Life's a journey, and now I realize that's the best part.

Could hardly believe why I'd want to speed through life.

I guess; this month's all about gratitude.

Just as thankful as I am that most of my family's photos are around food.

♠ The First Time

"You are a man. Now act like it."

- Advice from a friend in the movie.

Watched the teen movie and it's got a nice pace. And all happened through a weekend.

Might happen in real life, but rare. And loads of ppl are looking for that unicorn, but hey, it might happen.

Anyway, I hope I'll have something seamless, coz I want something less to worry about.

♠ A Third

A third of my life is spent on work.
Another third's on sleep.
Lastly; potential freedom.

I'm a calculative dreamer; once I set on a path, I'd like to carry it through.

I'm also a perfectionist of my own standards; lately I've been lax with that rules.

I've got a couple of new skills to learn this year.

I havent got the hang of it; I'm guessing it's gonna take me some time coz I've always approached things from a different angle.
Now, I have to readjust the angles and perspectives.

I'm learning to look at the visions, and how to make it work in real life.

My visions, my directions; my path in life.

This year, the year of the water snake; is all about change.

And I'm no stranger to change.